Post by Lily Evans on Jun 10, 2009 5:27:29 GMT -6
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LILY MAE EVANS[/color]
I'm like a bra - close to your heart and there for support.
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seventeen, gryffindor, bookworm, head girl, mudblood.
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I DREAMED I WAS MISSING[/color]
AND YOU WERE SO SCARED,
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inseparable graffiti decorations under a sky of dust, a constant wave of tension on top of broken
other half the lessons that you taught me i learn were never true. now i find myself in quest
best friend they point the finger at me. guilty by association, you point a finger at me again
like family i wanna run away never say goodbye, i wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why
inner circle i wanna know the answers, no more lies. i wanna shut the door and open up my mind
outer circle paper bags and angry voices under a sky of dust, another wave of tension, has more than
flirty friend filled me up. all my talk of taking action, these words were never true, now i find myself
bitchy friend in question, they point the finger at me, guilty by association, you point a finger at me, o
friend of a friend why does it feel like night today? something in here’s not right today. why am i so up
family friend why am i so uptight today? paranoia’s all i got left. i don’t know what stressed me first
gossip friend or how the pressure was fed, but i know just what it feels like, to have a voice in the
online/chat friend in the back of my head. like a face that i hold inside, a face that awakes when I close
on lily's friends list my eyes. a face watches every time i lie, a face that laughs every time i fail
top ten a face that watches everything. so i know that when it’s time to sink or swim, that the face
party buddy inside is hearing me. right beneath my skin. it’s like i’m paranoid lookin’ over my back
drinking buddy it’s like a whirlwind inside of my head. it’s like i can’t stop what i’m hearing within it's
confidant it's like i can't face what's under my skin, the face inside is underneath my skin, it's like
secret keeper i know i've got a face in me, it points out all my mistakes to me, you've got a face on
on and off again you've got a face on the inside, too. and your paranoia's probably worst, i don't know
childhood pal i don't know what set me off first but i know what i can't stand. everybody acts like
secret friends the matter of fact is that i can't add up to what you can but everybody has a face that
forbidden friends everybody has a face that they hold inside, a face that watches everytime they lie, a
share the same values it starts with one thing, i don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard you
rock star friends try, keep that in mind, i designed this rhyme, to explain in due time. all i know is that
riot friends time is a valuable thing, watch it fly by as the pendelum swings. watch it count down to
partners in crime the end of the day, the clock ticks life away, it's so unreal. didn't look out below
girl pal watch the time go right out the window. trying to hold on but didn't even know. wasted
we get smashed wasted it all just to watch you go. kept everything inside and even though i tried
lunch buddies it all fell apart. what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when i
annoying friend tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. i had to fall to
guy friend i had to fall to lose it all. but in the end it doesn't even matter. one thing i don't know
unlikely friend why it doesn't even matter how hard i try. keep that in mind i designed this
same clique/house in spite of the way you were mocking me, acting like i was part of your property, oh
rowdy friend remembering all the times you fought with me. i'm surprised it got this far. things aren't
church friend the way they were before. you probably wouldn't even recognize me anymore, oh
school friend not that you even knew me back then. yeah, it all comes back to me in the end, you kept
pen pal you kept everything inside and even though i tried it all fell apart. what it meant to me will
e-mail pal eventually be a memory of a time when i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it just
snail mail pen pal here we go for the hundredth time, hand grenade pins in every line, throw em up
shopping pal and let something shine, going outta my fucking mind, filthy mouth, no excuse, find a new
sports pal place to hang this noose. string me up on top of the roof, knot it tight so i won't get loose, truth
fake friend the truth is you can stop and stare, run myself down and no one cares, dug a trench and laid
frenemy down there with a shovel out of reach somewhere. yeah, someone pour it in. make it a dirt dance
wish lily was your friend floor again, say your prayers and stomp it out when you bring that chorus in
lily wishes you were her friend i bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away. bleeding out, digging
prank pals i bleed it out, go, stop the show. choppy words in a sloppy flow. shotgun opera lock
study buddy shotgun opera, lock it and load. cock it back and watch it go. mama help me, i've been
high school crew mama help me i've been cursed. death is rolling in every verse. candy paint on his
college friends candy paint on his brand new hearse, can't contain him, he knows he works. fuck this
teammates fuck this hurts, i won't lie, doesn't matter how hard i try. half the words don't mean a thing
acquaintances and i know i won't be satisfied so why try ignoring him? make it a dirt dance floor again
[/color][/font]other half the lessons that you taught me i learn were never true. now i find myself in quest
best friend they point the finger at me. guilty by association, you point a finger at me again
like family i wanna run away never say goodbye, i wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why
inner circle i wanna know the answers, no more lies. i wanna shut the door and open up my mind
outer circle paper bags and angry voices under a sky of dust, another wave of tension, has more than
flirty friend filled me up. all my talk of taking action, these words were never true, now i find myself
bitchy friend in question, they point the finger at me, guilty by association, you point a finger at me, o
friend of a friend why does it feel like night today? something in here’s not right today. why am i so up
family friend why am i so uptight today? paranoia’s all i got left. i don’t know what stressed me first
gossip friend or how the pressure was fed, but i know just what it feels like, to have a voice in the
online/chat friend in the back of my head. like a face that i hold inside, a face that awakes when I close
on lily's friends list my eyes. a face watches every time i lie, a face that laughs every time i fail
top ten a face that watches everything. so i know that when it’s time to sink or swim, that the face
party buddy inside is hearing me. right beneath my skin. it’s like i’m paranoid lookin’ over my back
drinking buddy it’s like a whirlwind inside of my head. it’s like i can’t stop what i’m hearing within it's
confidant it's like i can't face what's under my skin, the face inside is underneath my skin, it's like
secret keeper i know i've got a face in me, it points out all my mistakes to me, you've got a face on
on and off again you've got a face on the inside, too. and your paranoia's probably worst, i don't know
childhood pal i don't know what set me off first but i know what i can't stand. everybody acts like
secret friends the matter of fact is that i can't add up to what you can but everybody has a face that
forbidden friends everybody has a face that they hold inside, a face that watches everytime they lie, a
share the same values it starts with one thing, i don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard you
rock star friends try, keep that in mind, i designed this rhyme, to explain in due time. all i know is that
riot friends time is a valuable thing, watch it fly by as the pendelum swings. watch it count down to
partners in crime the end of the day, the clock ticks life away, it's so unreal. didn't look out below
girl pal watch the time go right out the window. trying to hold on but didn't even know. wasted
we get smashed wasted it all just to watch you go. kept everything inside and even though i tried
lunch buddies it all fell apart. what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when i
annoying friend tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. i had to fall to
guy friend i had to fall to lose it all. but in the end it doesn't even matter. one thing i don't know
unlikely friend why it doesn't even matter how hard i try. keep that in mind i designed this
same clique/house in spite of the way you were mocking me, acting like i was part of your property, oh
rowdy friend remembering all the times you fought with me. i'm surprised it got this far. things aren't
church friend the way they were before. you probably wouldn't even recognize me anymore, oh
school friend not that you even knew me back then. yeah, it all comes back to me in the end, you kept
pen pal you kept everything inside and even though i tried it all fell apart. what it meant to me will
e-mail pal eventually be a memory of a time when i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it just
snail mail pen pal here we go for the hundredth time, hand grenade pins in every line, throw em up
shopping pal and let something shine, going outta my fucking mind, filthy mouth, no excuse, find a new
sports pal place to hang this noose. string me up on top of the roof, knot it tight so i won't get loose, truth
fake friend the truth is you can stop and stare, run myself down and no one cares, dug a trench and laid
frenemy down there with a shovel out of reach somewhere. yeah, someone pour it in. make it a dirt dance
wish lily was your friend floor again, say your prayers and stomp it out when you bring that chorus in
lily wishes you were her friend i bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away. bleeding out, digging
prank pals i bleed it out, go, stop the show. choppy words in a sloppy flow. shotgun opera lock
study buddy shotgun opera, lock it and load. cock it back and watch it go. mama help me, i've been
high school crew mama help me i've been cursed. death is rolling in every verse. candy paint on his
college friends candy paint on his brand new hearse, can't contain him, he knows he works. fuck this
teammates fuck this hurts, i won't lie, doesn't matter how hard i try. half the words don't mean a thing
acquaintances and i know i won't be satisfied so why try ignoring him? make it a dirt dance floor again
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BUT NO ONE WOULD LISTEN[/color]
BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE CARED.
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go to hell tilling my own grave to keep me level, jam another dragon down the hole, digging to the
lily hopes you choke and die digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren, one that pushes me
hardcore hatred one that pushes me along and leaves me so desperate and ravenous, so weak and power
enemies based on values so weak and powerless over you. someone feed the monkey while i dig, dig in
enemies based on alliance search of china, white as dracula as i approach the bottom. desperate and rave
irrational hate desperate and ravenous. so weak and powerless over you. little angel go away, come again
lily dislikes you come again some other day. the devil has my ear today, i'll never hear a word you say, yeah
you dislike lily promised i would find a little solace and some peace of mind. whatever as long as i don't
mutual dislike feel so desperate and ravenous. so weak and powerless over you. desperate and yeah
plain out loathing ravenous. i'm so weak and powerless over you. over you. over you. over you. over you
jealousy don't fret precious. i'm here, step away from the window. go back to sleep. lay your head down
lily wishes he were you lay your head down, child, i won't let the boogeyman come. counting bodies like sheep
wish you were lily counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drum. pay no mind to the rabble
cheated on pay no mind to the rabble. head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the wardrum. pay no
back stabber pay no mind to what other voices say. they don't care about you like i do, like i do. safe
can't trust you safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils. see, they don't give a fuck
can't trust lily they don't give a fuck about you like i do. just stay with me. safe in ignorance. go back
scared of you go back to sleep. go back to sleep. lay your head down child, i won't let the boogeyman go
scared of lily count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drum. pay no mind to the rabble, oh
lily wants you dead i'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons. i'll be the one
you want lily dead i'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason, i'll be
apathy i'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices, son. they're one in the same
friends turned enemies i must isolate you. isolate and save you from yourself. swayin' to the rhythm
you make lily want to piss her pants swayin' to the rhythm of a new world order and countin' bodies
lily makes you nervous keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of the war drum. go back
family turned enemies help me if you can. it's just that this, this is not the way i'm wired. could you
opposing team/side could you please help me understand why you've given into to all these reckless
miscommunication dark desires. you're lying to yourself again, suicidal imbecile. think about it, put
spreading rumors about lily think about it, put it on the faultline. what'll it take to get it through to
spreading rumors about you you, precious? i'm over this. why would you want to throw it away
lily doesn't like you based on what she's heard like this? such a mess. why would i want to watch you disconnect
don't like lily based on what you heard disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time. what's
lily thinks you're a jerk what's your rush, now? everyone will have his day to die. medicated
you think lily is a jerk drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerance. narcissistic drama queen
enemy of a friend craving fame and all it's decadence. lying through your teeth again, suicidal imbec
friend of an enemy suicidal imbecile, they were right about you. lying to my face again, suicide
competitor if you should decide to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere, do it far away
unfriendly rivalry lost again, broken and weary, unable to find my way. tail in hand, dizzy and cle
friendly rivalry clearly unable to let this go. i am surrendering to gravity and the unknown. oh
taking your place catch me, heal me, lift me back to the sun. i choose to live. i fell again, like a
taking my place like a baby, unable to stand on my own. tail in hand. dizzy and clearly unable
you like lily's lover let this go. calm these hands before they try to snare another pill. drive another
lily likes your lover drive another nail down. needy hole. please release me. i am surrendering to
physical confrontations so glad to see you have overcome them. completely silent now. with heaven
verbal confrontations with heaven's help. you cast your demons out and not to pull your halo down
mind games around your neck and tug you off your cloud. i'm more than just a little curious as to
you annoy lily how you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead. your halo's slipping
lily annoys you your halo's slipping down to choke you now. how do you plan to make amends, babe?
you won't shut up no longer will i lay down, play dead, play your doe. in the headlights, locked
lily won't stop talking your deer in headlights, shut down and horrified when push comes to pull and shove
bittersweet, but mostly bitter no longer will i lay down, play dead, play this gun shy martyr, pitiful
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AFTER MY DREAMING[/color]
I WOKE WITH THIS FEAR,
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puppy love so let me get this straight, say now you loved me all along. what made you hesitate to show
fleeting glances tell me with words what you really feel. i can see it in your eyes, you mean all of what
schoolboy crush you say. i remember so long ago, see i felt the same way. now we both have seperate lives
crush on lily lives and lovers. insignificantly enough, we both have significant lovers. only time will tell
crush on you time will turn and tell. we are who we were when, coulda been lovers but at least you're still
mutual crush my day late friend. who knew what we know now, could've been more but at least you're still
lily thinks you're hot my day late friend. but thoughts they change and times they rearrange i don't
you think lily is hot know who you are anymore. love comes and goes and this i know, i'm not who
innocent flirting you recall anymore. but i must confess you're so much more than i remember
not so innocent flirting can't help but entertain these thoughts, thoughts of us together
physical attraction come closer now. i know your desire is to be desired. steal a kiss and yet
chemistry call us friends. distance is the thief in which you conspire. turn and time time will
lusting after you tell. time will tell or tear us apart. i can tell it by the way you runaway, oh
lusting after lily run away, run away girl. you only stand to break my heart, i can tell by the way
tempting you run away, run away girl. it's clearer now, you're nowhere near to giving in, giving in
tempting lily giving into me. it's your fault, you're like a rare disease. i know you're in love with love
one night stand do you expect me to wait here, all alone in my thoughts and fears? my whole life
drunken flirts my whole life could flash before your eyes, hope that one day you realize, this
friends with benefitsthis isn't the way it's supposed to be. this is your life girl, now without me
enemies with benefits may regrets for us build up well inside as feelings for you are buried alive
bittersweet, but mostly sweet burning down neverland scatter the ashes. white lines black tar the
love/hate matches. is this another death by misadventure? tell me what you got, what you really got
fuck buddies hey! hey! we'll rest in our graves, lexington cross your veins, sleepers just can't wake the
make out buddies sleepers just can't wake the dead when needles and lovers collapse on guilty beds, fall
obsessive over you fall asleep, don't fall asleep. fall asleep, they lied when they said the good die
obsessive over lily they lied when they said the good die young, stay with me, stay with me tonight
mutual obsession burning down bridges now, scatter the ashes, godspeed to all you're after, is this a life
lily's your brand of heroin is this a life left just to remember? tell me who you were, who you really were
you're lily's brand of heroinkill yourself slowly over time, fashion statement suicide, she's still asleep
lily's playing you she's still asleep in a chelsea hotel, bad turns to worse and the worst turns into hell
you're playing lily when your only friends are hotel rooms, hands are distant lullibies, if i could turn
forbidden attraction if i could turn around i would tonight. these roads never seemed so long, since your
star crossed lovers your paper heart stopped beating leaving me alone, will daybreak ever come, oh?
tragic ending who's gonna call on sunday morning, who's gonna drive you home? i just want one more
childhood love one more chance to put my arms in fragile hands. i thought you said forever over
high school sweetheart and over, a sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion. these thoughts run
past on good terms through my head over and over. complaints of violins become my only friends, oh
past on bad terms august evenings bring solemn warnings to remember to kiss the ones you love goodbye
past-lily wants you back you never know what temporal days may bring. laugh, love, live free and sing, oh
past-you want lily back when life is in discord praise ye the lord, i thought you said forever over and
current relationship over. a sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion. these thoughts run through my head
current-on the rocks over and over. complaints of violins become my only friends. friends. i thought
current-totally at peace do you remember when we were just kids and cardboard boxes took us miles?
future relationship school yard converstations take everything to heart. laughter took the place of
future-final (possible/set in stone) everything we knew we were not. i wanna break every clock
future-future ex the hands of time could never move again. we could stay in this moment forever
developing relationship-flirting i wanna be your last first kiss that you'll ever have. your last first
developing relationship-letting you in i wanna be your last, first love that you'll ever have, your last
developing relationship-letting lily in til you're laying here beside me, arms and eyes wide open, yeah
soul mate amazing how life turns out the way it does, i want to be your last first kiss, yeah, your last
infatuation we end up hurting worst the only ones we ever love, your last first kiss that you'll have
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WHAT AM I LEAVING[/color]
WHEN I'M DONE HERE?
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respective of you i remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all. it was better than going mad
respective of lily from trying to solve all the problems we're going through. we're gonna forget
protective over you 'cause on those nights we would stand and never fall. together we'd face it all, oh
protective over lily remember when we'd stay up late and talk all night in a dark room lit by the tv light
guardian angel through all the hard times in my life, those nights kept me alive. we'd stay up late and talk
you're lily's hero listen to the radio play all night, didn't want to go home to another fight. through it all,
lily is your hero i remember when we used to drive anywhere but here, s'long as we'd forget our lives
blood relative we were so young and confused that we didn't know whether to laugh or cry, yeah
in-law those nights were ours. they'll live and never die. together we'd stand forever, remember
father we'd stay up late and talk all night in a dark room lit by a t.v. light. through all the hard times, oh
mother those nights kept me alive. listen to the radio play all night, we didn't want to go home to a fight
sister those nights belong to us, there's nothing wrong with us, remember when we'd stay up late
brother i stand here closed and open praying for the summer rains. reaching in to pull back the curts
cousin ruling in this desolate land, i will let me go, my walls will melt away. you have no boundaries, yeah
aunt find me here and speak to me. i want to feel you, i need to hear you. you are the light that's leading
uncle me. to a place where i find peace again. you are the strength that keeps me walking. you are hope
co-worker that keeps me trusting. you are the light to my soul. you are my purpose. you're everything, oh
employer how can i stand next to you and not be moved by you? would you tell me how could it be any
rank above lily any better than this? yeah, how can i stand next to you and not be moved by you, oh
rank above you you calm the storms and you give me rest. you hold me in your hands. you won't
roommate let me go. you steal my heart and you take my breath away. could you take me in? take
mentor we're both looking for something we've been afraid to find. it's easy to be broken. it's easier
heard about you to hide. looking at you, holding my breath for once in my life i'm scared to death
heard about lily i'm taking a chance letting you inside. feeling alive all over again as deep as the scar
stalking you under my skin, like being in love, she says, for the first time. maybe i'm wrong, i'm feeling
stalking lily right where i belong with you tonight, like being in love she says, for the first time, yeah
hunting/tracking you seems my own arrogance has knocked me off my feet again. you know i'm
hunting/tracking lily crawling back to you just as fast as i can. first teach me to walk, then i'll
keeping secrets from you dance with you like an honest clumsy clown. tripping along the way
keeping secrets from lily i am reaching for you, but my arms aren't long enough, i'm running for you
first name basis don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me. you want me, come
last name basis find me make up your mind. should i let you fall, lose it all? so maybe you can
never met, but know of you/me (define) remember yourself. can't keep believing, we're only decieving ourselves
used to know you and i'm sick of the lie. and you're too late. don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would
used to know lily be here with me. you want me, come find me, make up your mind. couldn't take
lily misses you the blame, sick with shame, must be exhausting to lose your own game. selflishly hated, no
you miss lily wonder you're jaded you can't play the victim this time. and you're too late, don't cry to me
lily wants your attentionI you never call me when you're sober. you only want it cause it's over, yeah, over
you want lily's attention how could i have ruined paradise? how could i? you were never mine. don't cry
trying to find you you don't remember me but i remember you. i stay awake and try so hard not to think
trying to find lily of you. but who can decide what they dream, and dream i do? i believe in you, oh
former mentor i'd give up everything just to find you. have to be with you to live, to breathe, you're taking
former hero over me. have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love
former friend/flirt/enemy for you and touched my head. i knew you loved me then. believe in you, oh
lily works for you long lost words whisper slowly to me. still can't find what leads me here. when all this
you work for lily time i've been so hollow inside. i know you're still there, watching me. wanting me
lily doesn't remember you i can feel you pull me down. fearing you loving you, i won't let you pull me down
you don't remember lily hunting you, i can smell you alive. your heart pounding in my head. i know
ignoring you i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough. so many things inside that
ignoring lily are just like you, taking over. i believe in you. i'd give up everything just to find you, oh
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THESE ARE THE OPTIONS [/color]
FOR MONSTER MASHERS, K?
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lily bit you and if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground and if they get me, take this spike
you bit lily to my heart and if they get me and the sun goes down, and if they get me take this spike
lily killed you you put this spike in my heart! and if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
you killed lily as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks, i saw you there. someone take me to the doc
lily is haunting your ass doctor, someone get me to the church, where they can pump this venom gaping
you're haunting lily's ass hole and you must keep your soul like a secret in your book, and if they come and
addicted to you get me, what if you take this spike to my heart. and now the night club sets the stage for this
addicted to lily they come in pairs, she said. we'll shoot that holy water like cheap whiskey, they're always there
lily sucked your blood someone get me to the doctor and someone call the nurse! someone buy me roses and someone
you drank lily's blood burn the church, we're hanging out with corpses and driving in this hearse, and someone
lily sired you save my soul tonight, someone please, save my soul! can you take this spike? will it fill our thoughts?
you sired lily well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own, if i crash on the couch can i sleep in my clothes?
coffin buddies! i've spent the night dancing, i'm drunk i suppose, if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to
watching your future this alone you're in time for the show, you're the one that i need, i'm the one that you l
watching lily's back you can watch me corrode like a beast in repose, 'cause i love all the poison away with the
watching your back in the band. i've really been on a bender and it shows. so why don't you blow me a kiss be
pack member give me a shot to remember, you can take all the that away from me. a kiss and i will surrender, yeah
coven member the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead. a light to burn all the empires, so bright the sun is
lily wants to suck your blood ashamed to rise and be, in love with all of these vampires, so you can leave like
you want to suck lily's blood the sane abandone me. there's a place in the dark where the animals go
imprinted on you can take off your skin in the cannibal glow. juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
threat to lily's health drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands romeo. i've really been on a
threat to your health bender and it shows. so why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes. give
the jekyll to your hyde well, if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say. i never wanted to let you
hiding from you/lily down or have you go, it's better off this way. for all the dirty looks, the photos
friends w/ crushphotographs your boyfriend took. remember when you broke your foot from jumping
same music friendsout the second floor, i'm not okay. i'm not okayyyyyy, i'm not okay-ay-ay, you wear me
druggie buddiesout. what will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems. i've told you time and time
summercamp friendsagain, you sing the words but don't know what it means to be a joke and look an
estranged friendsanother line without a hook. i held you close as we both shook, for the last time, take
the dr. phil to my divorceetake a good hard look! i'm not okay! i'm not okay! i'm not okay, you wore me out.
the whoopi to my swayzethey're gonna clean up your looks with all the lies in the books to make a citizen
advice giving friendout of you. because they sleep with a gun and keep an eye on you son so they can
movie night friendwatch all the things you do. because the drugs never work, they're gonna give you a
want lily/you in pain {define}smirk, 'cause they've got methods of keeping you clean. they're gonna rip up your
reluctant enemiesheads, your aspirations to shreds, another cog in the murder machine. they said all
rival band/gang/etc.teenagers scare the living shit outta me. they could care less as long as someone will
love to hate lily/you {define}bleed. so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose, maybe they'll leave you alone but
awkward crushnot me. the boys and girls in the cliques, the awful names that they stick, you're never
kinki flirt/bedwarmergonna fit in much kid. if you're troubled and hurt, what you got under your shirt
'touchy' friendswill make them pay for the things that they did. they said all teenagers scare the living
spouse/fiancei know a thing about contrition because i've got enough to spare and i'll be granting
deeply in loveyour permission because you haven't got a prayer and i said hey, hallelujah. come on
falling in lovesing the praise. let the spirit run on through ya, we've got innocence for days. well, i
hate to love [name]i think i'm gonna burn in hell. everybody burn the house right down, and say what
good influencei wanna say. tell me i'm an angel, take this to my grave. tell me i'm a bad man, treat me
bad influencelike a stray. tell me i'm an angel, take this to my grave, yeah. yeah. you better run like
supplierthe devil cause i'm never gonna leave you alone. you better hide up in the alley 'cause
other? please specifyi'm never gonna find you a home. and as the blood runs down the walls, skin
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